weirdo, freak and geek. i cry over too many boys that i have zero chance with and if u want to know more about me, click here
"Do not try to be pretty. You weren’t meant to be pretty; you were meant to burn down the earth and graffiti the sky. Don’t let anyone ever simplify you to just “pretty.”"
- Things I Wish My Mother Had Taught Me | d.a.s   (via queenoakenshield)

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people get scared off by me because i can be intensely weird and blatant in my thoughts and words but if i’m not, i am quiet and boring. i don’t half-ass anything, i do it properly or not at all, black or white, never grey. either way people don’t want to be my friend. maybe i should shut up and not talk at all but a good chunk of last year was already spent lonely and hiding in the toilets because i couldn’t talk to anyone. my friends are starting to slip away and i don’t know what to do anymore what am i doing wrong what is wrong with me why am i not good enough

things i have learned these past few months

  • how not to talk to boys
  • don’t eat that second serving of bread
  • boys are stupid and if he doesn’t make the first move, it’s your job to take the bull by the horns but not always
  • friends will leave and that’s okay
  • when you cry, cry good and hard
  • you will be strangers with memories and sometimes that’s all you can make of it
  • eyebrows can make or break you
  • holding hands is a beautiful thing and if he won’t accept you, hold your own hand
  • take a bath every once in a while
  • don’t send boys weird reaction pictures in early stages of friendship or they will think “you’re fucked” and not talk to you for ten days
  • flowers are important
  • some teachers are fucking idiots and you have every right to stand up for yourself but you still need to respect them
  • socialising is scary but do it anyway
  • sometimes you’ll sit by yourself in the toilet cubicle at school because you’re sad and it’s raining and you think everyone hates you and that’s okay
  • pick yourself up after
  • listen to crappy pop music and dance
  • puberty beats the shit out of some people and you better hope that you’re one of them